The Return of the Idiotic Heroes

Finally, after a lot of hardwork *ehem* I got my mistress crown.. +100 SP and int+2. ASURA STRIKE!!

Last January, I posted this paragraphs on my Hi5 account

[Someday when I learned how to be simple-minded.. i want to tell this to my self:

After a while you learn the subtle
difference between holding a hand and
chaining a soul,
And you learn that love doesn't mean
leaning and company doesn't mean
security,
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't
contracts and presents aren't promises,
And you begin to accept your defeats
with your head up and your eyes open,
with the grace of an adult, not the grief
of a child,
And you learn to build your roads on
today because tomorrow's ground is
too uncertain for plans.
After a while you learn that even
sunshine burns if you get too much.
So plant your own garden and decorate
your own soul, instead of waiting for
someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can
endure...
That you really are strong,

That you really do have worth.]

I grew up to be simple-minded yet there are things that still unclear to me.

aww. my back aches, I went to the office carrying bulk number of computers + peripherals to transfer into our new office. I need a pain-killer gel!

1.Cno Fav. hero mo?
-Sherlock Holmes

2.AnO FaV SuBjEcT mo?
- Chemistry

3.BkT?
- mahilig akong mag mix

4.CnO CrUsh Mo?
- wala

5.CnO HuLiNg Kausap Mo sa telepono??
- si thadds, 4 weeks ago pa yun >.<

6..AnO Favorite band mo?
- Sugarfree and Simple Plan

7.AnO FaVorite part mo sa skul?
- Recess

8.Favorite Song nyo po?
- mostly Jpop/rock and Kpop saka OPM

9.MoSt hated Subject??
-Values Education

10.Favorite Game?
- Ragnarok Online

11.Anong Sport nilalaro mo?
-Badminton

12.CnO kaaway Mo sa Skul?
- marami, mga bully

13.Kung May Tatlong WiSh ka Ano i wisH mo?
- 1. wealth
2. wisdom
3. and wisdom... gwapo na ako eh

14.Pinaka Ayaw mO na SpoRt
- basketball

15.Sino pinaka gsto mo kausap?
-bestfriend ko

16.Hometown?
-QC - Philippines

17.Favorite Actor?
- ako

18.Favorite Actress?
- Jean Garcia

19.AnoNg Instrument GiNaGamIt mo?
-flute

20.Pano ka natuto?
-pa ihip ihip lang

21.CnO BesT Friend mo?
- c Thaddsn Lopez

22.Ilang Skul dances ka na naka attend?
- aww.. next question please!

23.Anong Hobby mo?
Internet, Chat, Web Designing, RO, badminton, billiards, Kumain!

<-- I got this from friendster. -sigh-

Thank God I already finished my first layout. I'm missing a lot of links and most probably hostees were soon to follow. I texted Miel, messaged Rina, I'm still looking for Adz. They're my long lost hostees way back windprism.NET.

[domain]
Y scrapbox? I really wanted to have either makulit.org shoelace.org, sintas.org, totoy.org or sandbox.org nut some of them are no longer available. Scrapbox (n). a cabinet where you keep your old sentimental and memorable things. Much relative to a keepsake journal or a scrapbook From all of the domain that popped in head last week, scrapbox was the most appealing. [end]

{idea} A nice new idea came earlier which would be beneficial to the novel. This will take place in the last part, on Harold's wake. And Ned's shoes finally shows up. then Ned will return the old shoes back to the real owner blah blah {truncated}

I dont want to spoil u guys. hahaha

I've been busy this past days reading DEATH NOTE manga. I'll download the files once i finished reading it. coz reading and saving is hard to coordinate since i'm reading at home and at the office.

Next week, Ill be seeing the salad days group for our first EB.

I'll be busy coordinationg with Lyndon G of Beerkada and Terrence (my bestfriend) for the book tour in Ateneo. I want it to "make it happen" just what Lyndon want ^_^;

I'll be buying my domain within 3 weeks.. shoelace.org or sintas.org would be my option, my last resort is totoy.org. But I really wanted to have makulit.org, but I can't coz its parked at somewhere. -sigh- >.<

Yesterday, I made an urgent decision and today, I felt divided. The half of me denies my action and the other half wants to continue. *sigh*
I wanted to see and speak to him and tell him, "Spun of the moment" *winks and smiles*. I know he would be happy.
LoLz, after telling him that I'll never speak with him ever again. I dont think that would be effective. He took the advice of concentrating on getting what he wants while I'll be responsible for my self (well it means, parting ways).
Well it took him 4 days to explain and to apologize. Maybe he's pre-occupied with some more important stuffs, so I better give way. You see I know he needs time for this and for that and for those... so I sacrificed. He gave me a sarcastic thanks... and after that, we never talked.

Linggo na naman. Umuulan sa labas, malakas.
Masarap ang maghiga-higa ngayon at magpakatamad.
Masarap matulog, pagkat bukas ay simula na naman
ng isang linggong paspasan sa pag-aaral. Mabuti'i
walang tao dito sa bahay, walang mang-iistorbo.
Inaantok na ako. Nang ako'y malapit nang mapapikit
at magpaanod sa agos ng panaginip, ano ito't bigla
na lamang akong napamulat. Napaisip. Nakaalala.
Naalala kita.

Sa tuwing ipipilit kong pihitin ang pag-inog ng
mundo pabalik, ang parati ko na lamang naaalala ay
ang mga karanasan nating kakaiba, iyon bang
matatawag na first time o once in a lifetime.
Iyong mga tipo ng mga pangyayaring malabo nang
maulit pa. Pero ngayon, naisipan kong balikan ang
mga alaalang maiilap at madaling nakaaalpas sa
ating gunita. Mga bagay na pawang araw araw na
lamang nangyayari. Mahirap pala alalahanin.

Inisip ko. Kailan nga ba tayo huling nagtawanan?
Tungkol saan?

Kailan tayo huling sumakay ng dyip? Nilibre mo
ako? Nung kumain tayo sa labas? Kailan tayo huling
nag-asaran? Nagkabatukan? Naghanapan ng kiliti?
Kailan mo ako huling binigyan ng pamasahe?

Kailan mo napunang pinagmamasadan ko ang
kapayapaan ng iyong mukha habang ika'y nakatitig
sa kawalan o minsan habang nakukwento ka ng mga
nais mong isulat? Kailan tayo huling nagtext?
Nag-aral? Kailan tayo huling nag-usap ng matagal
sa telepono habang ako ay nasa labas ng bahay
namin habang nakatitig sa kawalan kasabay sa
pakikinig ng mga bagay na ginawa mo ng buong linggo?

Kailan mo ako huling binigyan ng kendi...

Kailan nga ba tayo huling nagkita? Hmmm... Parang
kahapon lang yata.

Tumayo ako sa aking pagkakahiga. Hinalukay ko ang
mga kalat ng aking silid. Nakakita ako ng resibo
ng McDo, Tokyo Tokyo, ticket ng bus, Mga kalahati
ng resibo ng mga conventions,. Oo nga't basura,
mga maliliit na bagay lamang. Pero ito ang
kayamanan ko, tumutulong sa aking makaalala. At
ang bawat isa dito'y katumbas ng isang pasasalamat
na araw-araw ko na lamang nalilimutang sabihin sa iyo.

Masarap sana ang may kasabay na balikan ang mga
ito, pero sa pag-iisa kong ito, lungkot lamang ang
ndama ko. Bigla kong naisip na Lunes pala bukas.
Magkita pa kaya tayo? Sana.
from Peyups