The Return of the Idiotic Heroes

Last January, I posted this paragraphs on my Hi5 account

[Someday when I learned how to be simple-minded.. i want to tell this to my self:

After a while you learn the subtle
difference between holding a hand and
chaining a soul,
And you learn that love doesn't mean
leaning and company doesn't mean
security,
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't
contracts and presents aren't promises,
And you begin to accept your defeats
with your head up and your eyes open,
with the grace of an adult, not the grief
of a child,
And you learn to build your roads on
today because tomorrow's ground is
too uncertain for plans.
After a while you learn that even
sunshine burns if you get too much.
So plant your own garden and decorate
your own soul, instead of waiting for
someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can
endure...
That you really are strong,

That you really do have worth.]

I grew up to be simple-minded yet there are things that still unclear to me.

aww. my back aches, I went to the office carrying bulk number of computers + peripherals to transfer into our new office. I need a pain-killer gel!