The Return of the Idiotic Heroes

I had lunch with Ayu two Mondays ago. We ate at Sakae Sushi, a sushi restaurant with moving sushi plates on a conveyor belt like the one we see in animes. We were talking about you again. Of how we were still not able to move on. Of why, in our lives, is it difficult for us to close your chapter.

If what we shared is like a book. Then closing it will be difficult when you have brought the cover with you, when you left.

Merry Christmas Jenhao!

I'm having my rest today. I am supposed to hangout with some friends. But they insisted that I should rest after knowing that I am not feeling well. Not that really not-well. I'm just having a congested nasal passage and mucus secretions, heavy throat and a feverish feeling.

I greeted my friends on Facebook and Twitter.

I was playing Mario Kart Wii the whole mid-morning.  How did you spent you Christmas?

Since I got my new pair of eyeglasses yesterday. I was able to see more clearly. The streets signs are now visible to my eyes. I can now tell if I am able to ride the right bus route.

Though, the sky today is now longer what it was years ago when I still had my normal vision, I can now see the stars precisely. I wonder what happened to the other stars. Is the earth that really far from them that their light can no longer reach us? Are stars similar to friends that fades as my universe expands constantly?

Aside from the morning star. I can also see two stars directly shinning in front of me. I feel that I can always reach them . I'm liking their warmth.

Today, I was able to watch a movie in 3d. My first time wearing 3d glasses inside a movie house. First of more first in the future. All thanks to my two immediate friends.

I promise, I'll try to break walls and reach you.

I went out last night to meet with my college friends. It was a get together party to celebrate one of our friend's birthday. I arrived first and too early at the location and decided to wait for the others while sitting at the bench under the moon.

A few hours later, someone arrived, my college best friend. He sat close to me and started asking about the other confirmed guests who will be arriving that night. We had an exchange of little talks and plenty of silence in between. I was trying to run flashbacks on my mind about our days being together, but nothing good came aside from the feeling of awkwardness. There wasn't even a feeling of nostalgia.

We had a fun party even though some of our group members weren't present. I always believe that as people getsolder and more mature, there are things that they must give up along the way, things in their past and that includes friends.

Another friend agreed to drop us on the main road where we can easily access public transportation. As we reach our destination. My college best friend and I stepped down the car, walked on the different direction. He faded into my eyesight like as I was to him a long time ago.

I ended up alone in the road in the middle of the mid-morning. When I looked up behind, he's there... The moon, it felt like it was always watching my back.