Sunday, May 08, 2005

A part of me was taken.

This is in reply to tenken's email. (his emails are bouncing so he used yahoogroups sending capabilities.. that is why its seems that he send it through hanabishi_01 email account. but actually its not.)

hey buddy-san...

...i went and checked the blogs...i just want to say that i never
thought of you guys as characters on SIMS online...i was able to
contact you guys but...this is the first time in a long long time
that
i checked...cause i haven't had time before b/c life is too
confusing.
and...gomen for uh..."taking everything" and giving you permenant
writers block...hm...i think you also took my inspiration cause i
haven't written anything since then.. haven't even finished the
OverWorld story.

dunno...when i'm gonna check hxh ml/my email again... both my hotmail
and yahoo emails are bouncing so dunno if i'll get your reply..
well... i'm glad you have another wal to walk with you through the
rain ^^ ah...female wal and wal2..

um...thanks for remembering my birthday..the original idiotic hero
wasn't me though...it was uh...the me who spoke w/capital letters and
could act heroic/idiotic to everyone ^^; kinda..

i'm really sorry for leaving abruptly...and...for getting you guys
angry...but...i'm glad you guys are really close now ^^

tenken


--> Here it goes. Still you are the idiotic hero though it seems like you only think of it as a mask that u wore before. All of us wears a mask, humans are hypocrite. They always wear a mask for people to see them good always. They hid their real self because they think that their flaws hinders then to be happy and accepted. I wont deny that I wore a mask to... I pretended also.. That is why i understand when u said before regarding the online and the real. The SIMS online thing is only a comparison. Behind each character their is a real person. Its like doing things u wanted to do without being hindered yet being happy. (Lolz i'm not talking sarcasticly hehe okay? I'm just narrating.)

Life is really confusing thats why OPTION and CHOICES are invented so that we can overcome those confusions.
Theres a line in a book i read before (i forgot the title) that when someone leaves you, a part of you will be taken away also and that thing will never be returned to you unless that someone returns. Sorry for taking away your inspiration aslo... You know I started writing a version of OverWorld. (its about when the Past Present and Future collides during a limited peroid of time, and during that period the protagonist has a chance to return what is lost to him and to restore back everything).

Its been 6 months but its seems that u r still confused, haven't you gathered enough courage to return?

I promised my self to cheer your other friends when u left. We are not that close until u left. Thats the good part of your leaving. But still we want you around.

Lolz About the female wals (jeni and kana) they have been good and nice and we always message each other in our mobiles (because our local mobile network company has an unlimited messaging promo hehe)

We do have a joint blog now.. titled Salad Days... and by end of May i'll be buying a domain name and a website. I'm currently working on a website right now (Salad Days Online) and its a online magazine/articles/columns/fanfiction/ reviews/fictionpress/stories/poems/ all in one website... >.< I studied hard on the coding of it hehe. You can register once its up.

kana will be studying in the city (much nearer to us) we decided to get together and meet XD.

I think everything is almost complete now, you're the only one who is missing....

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